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knew," as the happiest of her life. On their return to London, Lady Caroline at once became "the rage; or, in Hepworth Dixon's words - the "belle of her season, toast of her set, star of her firmament." The Prince of Wales, a constant visitor at Melbourne House, stood sponsor to her first child, who was named after him. The flattery she received was enough to turn a steadier brain, but love and admiration for her husband kept her safe. They sympathized in literary tastes till Lady Caroline fell under the evil influence of the "Satanic school," whose manufactured melancholy her husband ridiculed and in seeking the society of literary people. Jerdan describes an evening party winding up with a game at forfeits which he, kneeling blindfold before Lady Caroline, had to cry. Being asked what he would do if an injured ghost assaulted him for wrongs done in the flesh

I was about to reply [he says] when a smart cuff on the head proved that it was no ghost story. I pulled off the silken bandage, and, looking up from his laughing lady's knee, saw William Lamb, just returned from the Commons, and come to take his wife home.

charm for Byron. To win the unconcealed devotion of a woman brilliant and beloved, whose wildest follies had never compromised her before, was a triumph even for the fashionable Apollo whom "the women suffocated."

But it was a triumph of which he speedily tired. "These violent delights have violent ends." Real thunder and lightning soon issued from the atmosphere of artificial gloom both revelled in. Their frantic despairs, vows, jealousies, have been ludicrously likened to the parody on the woes of Mr. and Mrs. Haller:

She, seeing him, screamed, and was carried
out kicking;
While he banged his head 'gainst the oppo
site door.

But the misery brought by this extravagance on her husband and herself was only too genuine Byron, with his mockmadness and callous heart, could pass unscathed through many such entanglements; at the root of Lady Caroline's follies lay the germ of real insanity and the misguided fervor of a loving nature. Byron, in after years, with his customary cynicism, deliberately misstated facts in order somewhat to exonerate his own conduct. He said to Medwin:

Rogers, Moore, and Spencer "were all my lovers," she tells Lady Morgan, "and wrote me up to the skies. I was in the She possessed an infinite vivacity, and an clouds." Moore, devoted to his quiet imagination heated by novel-reading, which Bessy, and Rogers to his cynical bachelor-made her fancy herself a heroine of romance, hood, would have smiled at this assertion. and led her into all sorts of eccentricities. While she was still "the cynosure of She was married, but it was a match of conveworth Dixon "beautiful and deadly as another than she and her husband. neighboring eyes," Byron - called by Hep-nance, and no couple could be more fashionably indifferent to or independent of one nightshade" returned from Italy. The manuscript of "Childe Harold" was lent As regards her actual criminality with to Lady Caroline by Rogers, and she be- Byron, out of their own mouths we might came crazy to see the poet. "He has a indeed judge them guilty; for the exagclub-foot, and bites his nails," said Rogers.gerated self-condemnation in which both "If he is ugly as Esop, I must know so morbidly indulged cannot be forgotten. him," she answered. Lady Westmoreland offered to introduce them at a ball, but with an impulse of aversion Lady Caroline turned away, noting him in her diary as "mad, bad, and dangerous to know." She changed her opinion when, on Byron's first call at Melbourne House, he held her sleeping child on his knee for more than an hour, lest by moving he should wake him. For nearly a year his visits were incessant. He had a real regard for Lady Melbourne, whom he called "the best friend he ever had a second mother" yet played at being in love with her daughter-in-law. On Lady Caroline's part it was not play, but lamentable earnest. There was much gratified vanity at first on both sides. Rank and ton had an irresistible

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Rogers never suspected of too lenient judgments-though describing how Lady Caroline "absolutely besieged" Byron, offering him in her first letter "all her jewels" if he were in want of money, and whenever practicable going to and from parties in his carriage, or, if he went where she was not invited, waiting in the street for his return declares, in spite of all this absurdity," his firm belief in their innocence. And it has been shrewdly remarked that where so much was on the surface friends did not suspect anything beneath. Nevertheless, a hundred strange stories were current about this strange liaison. When Charles Kemble and his wife visited Paris they met William Lamb and Lady Caroline at a dinner given by

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Lord Holland. It had been settled that | need not fear me. I do not pursue pleasthe Lambs were to return to England on ure like other men; I labor under an inthe following day, but a rumor of Byron's curable disease and a blighted heart. probable arrival being mentioned at table, Believe me, she is safe with me." She Lady Caroline created a sensation among was not safe from being raised to the sev the guests by emphatically announcing enth heaven by adulation at one moment, her intention of remaining in Paris. Wil- or sunk to that nethermost hell endured liam Lamb took the matter quietly, as was by "a woman scorned" at the next. She his wont, but it may have had something was not safe from such alternations of to do with the scene which followed. rage, jealousy, and tenderness as shook Both the Lambs and Kembles occupied her ill-balanced mind to its foundations.* rooms in the Hôtel Meurice, and as the Her ostentation of intimacy with Byron carriages which took them home drew up irritated him as much as it angered her at the same time, the latter saw William own family, and led to some outrageous Lamb jump out, lift his wife's girlish fig-scenes. Francis Jackson, in the bright, ure in his arms, and carry her into the vivacious "Bath Archives," writes to his hotel, to avoid the deep gutter dividing brother George on the 3rd of July, 1813: the road from the trottoir. "I," growled Kemble, as he watched this piece of gallantry, "should have put your ladyship in the gutter." On reaching their respective sitting-rooms, which had facing windows, uncurtained and brilliantly lighted, the Kembles saw a curious domestic tableau: Mr. Lamb was seated in an armchair; Lady Caroline had placed herself on his knee; that position not expressing sufficient tenderness and humility, she slid to his feet. But some chance word perhaps turned the tide of her feelings, for when her husband rose, she sprang to her feet, and, rushing round the room, swept down vases, glasses, cups, and saucers all its breakable ornaments in a whirlwind of passion, her husband following and vainly endeavoring to soothe her. In the midst of this tragi-comedy down fell the curtain the window-blind and the finale was left to the spectators' imagination.

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William Lamb, knowing how evanescent were his wife's fancies, and that a revulsion was inevitable, does not seem to have been much troubled by her Byron-worship.

He cared nothing for my morals [she remarks bitterly in one of her letters]; I might flirt and go about with what men I pleased. He was privy to my affair with Lord Byron, and laughed at it. His indolence renders him insensible to everything. When I ride, play, and amuse him, he loves me. In sickness and suffering he deserts me.

Which, being interpreted, probably means that, when she was tolerably reasonable, her husband was happy in her society; but he had not always patience with her rhapsodies. Lady Melbourne, with the perspicacity of a woman of the world, remonstrated with Byron against the growing intimacy, and he replied, in the sublime strain he was fond of assuming: "You VOL. XXIII. 1148

LIVING AGE.

Caroline Lamb, who had been flirting with At Lady Heathcote's ball, last week, Lady Lord Byron, upon some quarrel with him, stabbed herself with a knife at supper, so that the blood flew about her neighbors. She was taken away, and as it was supposed she was faint, a glass of water was brought, when she broke the glass, and struck herself with the pieces. A little discipline will, I suppose, bring these schoolgirl fancies into order.

Fanny Kemble's version of the origin of the quarrel is incredible. "Lady Caroline," she says, "with impertinent disregard of Byron's infirmity, asked him to waltz. He contemptuously replied, ‘I cannot, and you nor any other woman ought not."" Whereupon the impetuous woman rushed into the dressing-room, threw up the window, exclaiming with St. Preux, "La roche est escarpée; l'eau est profonde!" and was about to fling herself out, when a friendly grasp on her petticoats restrained her. She then asked for some water, and, biting a piece out of the glass, endeavored to stab herself with it, but was persuaded to go home to bed. Byron's own history of the affair is thus given by Medwin:

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I am easily governed by women, and she [Lady Caroline] gained an ascendency over me that I could not easily shake off. I submitted to this thraldom long, for I hate scenes, and am of an indolent disposition, but I was forced to snap the knot rather rudely at last. Like all lovers, we had several quarrels before we came to an open rupture. . . Even during our intimacy, I was not at all constant to this fair one, and she suspected as much. In order to detect my intrigues, she watched me, and earthed a lady into my lodgings-and came herself, terrier-like, in the disguise of a car

*Rogers says: "They frequently had quarrels; and C. walking in the garden [in St. James's Place] waitmore than once, on coming home, I have found Lady ing for me, to beg that I would reconcile them."

man. My valet, who did not see through the | your mother, and the kindness of your conmasquerade, let her in: when, to the despair of Fletcher, she put off the man, and put on the woman. Imagine the scene! It was worthy of Faublas! Her after conduct was unaccountable madness a combination of spite and jealousy. It was perfectly agreed and understood that we were to meet as strangers. We were at a ball, she came up and asked me if she might waltz. I thought it perfectly indifferent whether she waltzed or not, and with whom, and told her so, in different terms, but with much coolness. After she had finished, a scene occurred, which was in the mouths of every one.

Then follow several lines of stars; doubtless representing an account of the attempt to kill herself, which Medwin or his publisher thought it wise to omit. That Byron's statements were colored by the bitterness of "disappointed desires" as time went on, or that he was a consum mate dissembler in his relations with Lady Caroline, is proved by his "farewell" letter on her leaving London for Ireland with her mother. This letter is equally irreconcilable with his sneers to Medwin and a criminal view of the intimacy.

nections, is there anything in heaven or earth that would have made me so happy as to have made you mine long ago? And not less now than then, but more than ever at this time. God knows I wish you happy, and when I quit you, or rather you, from a sense of duty to your husband and mother, quit me, you shall acknowledge the truth of what I again promise and vow, that no other, in word or deed, shall ever hold the place in my affections which is and shall be sacred to you till I am nothing. You know I would with pleasure give up all here or beyond the grave for you; and in refraining from this, must my motives be misunderstood? I care not who knows this, what use is made of it- it is to you, and to you only, yourself. I was, and am yours, freely and entirely, to obey, to honor, love, and fly with you, when, where, and how your sclf might and may determine.

MY DEAREST CAROLINE, If tears, which you saw, and know I am not apt to shed; if the agitation in which I parted from you agitation which, you must have perceived through the whole of this most nervous affair, did not commence till the moment of leaving you approached; if all I have said and done, and am still but too ready to say and do, have not sufficiently proved what my feelings are, and must ever be, towards you, my love, I have no other proof to offer. God knows I never knew till this moment the madness of my dearest and most beloved friend. I cannot express myself, this is no time for words but I shall have a pride, a melancholy pleasure, in suffering what you yourself can scarcely conceive, for you do not know me. I am about to go out, with a heavy heart, for my appearing this evening will stop any absurd story which the spite of the day might give rise to. Do you think now that I am cold and stern and wilful? Will ever others think so? Will your mother ever? That mother to whom we must indeed sacrifice much more, much more on my part than she shall ever know, or can imagine. "Promise not to love you?" Ah, Caroline, it is past promising! But I shall attribute all concessions to the proper motive, and never cease to feel all that you have already witnessed, and more than ever can be known, but to my own heart — perhaps, to yours. May God forgive, protect, and bless you ever and ever, more than ever. Your most attached BYRON.

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This letter was followed by others, "the most tender and most amusing," says Lady Caroline. But Byron's vanity leading him to fix his matrimonial choice on Miss Milrefused him and "half a dozen of his intibanke chiefly because she had already mate friends"-it was undesirable that the intimacy with Lady Caroline should be renewed; and on hearing of her approaching return to England, he wrote what she called the "cruel letter" given in "Glenarvon,” and declared by Byron to be the only true thing in that book.

LADY AVONDALE, I am no longer your lover; and since you oblige me to confess it by this truly unfeminine persecution, learn that I am attached to another, whose name it would of course be dishonest to mention. I shall ever remember with gratitude the many instances I have received of the predilection you have shown in my favor. I shall ever continue your friend, if your ladyship will permit me so to style myself. And as a first proof of my regard, I offer you this advice: correct your vanity, which is ridiculous; exert your absurd caprices on others; and leave me in peace. Your most obedient servant, GLENARVON.

If substantially true, such a letter was capable of turning to frenzy the latent "madness" of his "beloved friend," especially as it bore the coronet and initials of Lady Oxford, whom she considered her rival. Its receipt threw her into a brain fever, through which her mother nursed

her at a little Irish inn. Amidst all her infatuation for Byron, her husband retained the first place in her admiration. At a Parisian dinner-party she asked her neighbor whom he supposed she thought the most distinguished man she ever knew, "in mind and person, refinement, cultiva

tion, sensibility, and thought." "Byron," | to personate "Lady Caroline," while she was the natural reply. "No," she said, herself in boy's clothes sat writing at a "my own husband, William Lamb." Lady distant table as "the author." Next time Morgan called her friend's taste in dress the "man of business" called, he was in"perfect," and Mr. Torrens says "she formed that the boy-novelist, "William dressed as she painted and played, pic- Osmand," was dead, but that Lady Caroturesquely; indifferent to opinion, and line was still resolved the book should be never exactly in the mode." According to published. This masquerade served no Madame d'Arblay, her costume in 1815, purpose, as the identification of the author however "picturesque," was by no means and chief characters - rather encouraged "perfect." than sought to be disguised - constituted its sole claim to a fleeting notoriety. It is stagey and spasmodic, with an involved plot, in which Italians, begums, nuns, gipsies, white boys, sybils, and guilty countesses, whose angel faces are distorted by demon passions, twist and twirl in a bewildering manner. Here and there are gleams of eloquence and feeling run wild, and bits of shrewd self-knowledge.

At Madame de la Tour du Pin's party, I just missed meeting the famous Lady C. L., who had been there to dinner, and whom I saw crossing the Place Royale [Brussels] to the Grand Hôtel, dressed, or rather not dressed, so as to attract universal attention, and authorize every boldness of staring among the military groups constantly parading La Place, for she had one shoulder, half her back, and all her throat and neck displayed, as if at the call of some statuary for modelling a heathen goddess. A slight scarf hung over the other shoulder, and the rest of her attire was of accordant lightness. As her ladyship was not then considered as one apart from being known as an eccentric authoress, this demeanor excited something beyond surprise, and provoked censure upon the whole English nation.

Calantha's motives appeared the very best, but the actions resulting from them were ab surd and exaggerated. Thoughts swift as lightning hurried through her brain-projects seducing, but visionary, crowded upon her view.

Without a curb she followed the im

pulse of her feelings, and those feelings varied with every varying interest and impression.

The one respectable character in the book is "Lord Avondale " (William Lamb), who,

It was from this period that her eccentricities in every direction became more marked and irritating. She had a mis- with an utter contempt for all hypocrisy in chievous page who used to throw detonat-word and act, with a frankness and simplicity ing balls into the fire, for which Lord of character sometimes observed in men of Melbourne scolded Lady Caroline, and the ordinary or the corrupted mind, appeared extraordinary abilities, but never attendant on Lady Caroline scolded the page. One day to the world as he really felt, and never thought when she was playing at ball with him, he nor studied whether such opinion were agreethrew a squib into the fire; she threw the able to his own vanity or the taste of his comball at his head - it drew blood, and he panions, for whom, however, he was at all cried out, “Oh, my lady, you have killed times ready to sacrifice his time, his money, me! She rushed into the hall scream- and all on earth but his honor and integrity. ing, "Oh, God! I have murdered the page!" The report spread like wildfire; people in the street took up the cry, and the "horrible tragedy" at Melbourne House was in everybody's mouth. The family would no longer tolerate such escapades.

Who could tell what scandal she might not bring upon them next? A separation was inevitable. To this William Lamb

He and Calantha fell desperately in love with each other, and, after some misunderstandings,

Lord Avondale sought and won that strange, uncertain being for whom he was about to sacrifice so much. He considered not the

lengthened journey of life, the varied scenes through which they were to pass; where all the qualities in which she was deficient would be so often and so absolutely required- discretion, prudence, firm and steady principle, obedience, humility.

reluctantly agreed. While the deeds were being drawn, Lady Caroline occupied her self with writing "Glenarvon," in which she figured as the heroine Calantha, and Byron as the hero. She says that she wrote the book in a month. When about to dispose of the manuscript, she, with her uncontrollable love of mystification and romance, elegantly dressed her compan- Never did the hand of the sculptor, in the ion, Miss Walsh, and placed her at a harp | full power of his art, produce a form and face

In spite of sundry wild flights on Lady Avondale's part, the young couple have some prospect of happiness, till Glenarvon, "the spirit of evil," appears on the scene.

more finely wrought- -so full of soul, so ever- | The sort of impression she expected varying in expression.

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"Glenarvon" to make on Byron, it is hard to guess. She had a copy splendidly bound for him, with his coronet and initials on the cover, and a key to the characters in her handwriting on the fly-leaf. course it was never sent. Byron, when asked the meaning of the line in " Beppo," novel," replied that it alluded to a book "Some play the devil and then write a which had some fame from being considered a history of his "life and adventures, character, and exploits." "Shelley," he continued, "told me he was offered by a bookseller in Bond Street no small sum to compile the notes of that book into a novel, but he declined; " adding hypocritically, "If I know the authoress, I have seen letters of hers much better written than any part of that novel."

He exerts all his powers to dazzle and beguile Calantha, so successfully that they are twice on the verge of elopement, but the thought of her husband and children keeps her back, and the lovers part, after swearing to be wickedly true to each other, in a scene absurdly reminiscent of the "Veiled Prophet." Calantha's heart is still bleeding from the wounds thus in flicted when she receives, in answer to After Byron had left England, Lady Carseveral tender inquiries, the "cruel letter "oline called once on her cousin, Lady Bywe have already quoted.

Just as "Glenarvon" appeared, the lawyer with some of the Ponsonby family arrived at Melbourne House to attest the signatures of the two principals to the deed of separation. They were received by William Lamb, who left the room to fetch Lady Caroline. After some impatient waiting, her brother went in search of the semi-attached couple - and found the lady sitting on her husband's knee feeding him with bread and butter! Of course the lawyer put his deeds in his pocket, and walked away. Lady Caroline attributed the change of situation to delight at reading "Glenarvon." But William Lamb must have been a peculiarly constituted husband if that book did not rather exasperate than soothe him. Possibly, however, he found in its incoherence an excuse for treating her follies as those of a scarcely responsible being.

When Madame de Staël coolly asked Byron at Coppet if the description of himself was accurate, he replied: "The portrait cannot be like; I did not sit long enough." To Murray, Moore, and every one for whose opinion he cared, Byron repeated the same contemptuous disavowal. Lady Caroline, hearing at Brocket some of the bitter things he said, made a funeral pyre of his letters, put his miniature on the top, and had a number of young girls dressed in white to dance round, singing a dirge written for the occasion, beginning "Burn, burn;" but they were only copies, and, says Irving, "what made the ridiculousness complete was that there was no one present to be taken in by it but herself, and she was in the secret."

ron, who received her with "I know all, Lady Caroline. He has told me all, and you could have saved me from all my misery." What bearing this enigmatical remark had on the causes of Byron's separation, Lord Broughton's memoirs to be published twenty-two years hence may determine. In 1817, Lady Caroline had a fall from her horse, followed by a nervous fever.

When I believe I died [she wrote]. For assuredly a new Lady Caroline has arisen from this death. I seem to have buried my sins, grief, melancholy . . . and never mean to answer any questions further back than the the new Lady Caroline's birth. I hate the old fifteenth of this month; that being the date of one. She had her good qualities; but she had grown into a sort of female Timon bitter, and always going over old past scenes.

The new Lady Caroline, however, proved to be uncommonly like the old. George Lamb contested Westminster in 1819, and she canvassed for him busily. Amongst others, she sought the acquaintance of Godwin, but did not succeed in obtaining his vote. His courteous answer to her appeal led to a correspondence given in Mr. Kegan Paul's excellent biography of Godwin. It was Lady Caroline's unfailing habit to pour her woes into any ready ear, and it would have been well if she had never made a more objectionable confidant than the author of "Political Justice," who could hardly have been prepared for the full tide of sentiment and confession about to descend on him. Her topics were diverse as her mind was unstable, a prominent one being her "dear,

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